Sometimes I wish

Sometimes I have days where I wished my hubby did not buy this house!  Especially when you get a letter from the city telling you the value of your home has been dropped and now it appears that we owe more for the house than what they say the house and land are valued it!  Isn’t that just ironic.  I wish he would of just looked around for another place for us to rent or checked into getting us a manufactured home.  At least we could of had a NEW  home and not this one that has all sorts of issues, like a leaking shower, the windows that need replaced, and the on going issues with the chimney.  Oh the joys of being a home owner huh!  It seems like it is just never ending.  I really do not like the area where we live.  Hubby said when he bought the house that this is where he planned on retiring and dying.  I on other other hand don’t feel that way.  I don’t feel this is where we should be.  Have you ever felt that way?  It is sort of an unsettling feeling.  I really can not explain it, but I am just not feeling it deep inside.